![]() But I didn’t realize that I would still be dreaming about him in my sleep at age 21, after not communicating for over a year. The part where they, y’know, find themselves’? I knew that in real life, it was going to be harder than that. I just wanted to be happy and move on, and genuinely smile like those young women you would see in those chick flicks after a break up. Those are the things that I would think about, and they would consume me. “I don’t understand why I dream about him. “I don’t understand why I see him almost everywhere in at least one thing each day”. “I don’t understand why I think about him”. ![]() While all of those are false except one, it was very normal to feel what I was feeling. Either I wasn’t trying hard enough to let go, that I was psychotic, or that I was just really really attached and a sensitive human being. Live in the moment, why don’t you? So when it all ended, and my feelings for him still lingered, I would scold myself and after a year, I figured that there must have been something wrong with me. ![]() You’re surrounded by signs, books, the social media, movies, even people – to move on and just live your life without always looking back. ![]() I used to be so hard on myself, and I still am. ![]()
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